temptation

man, i have a weak will. you know, some people have strong wills. i have a weak one :O( i give in so easily!

i told myself i wouldn't shop but i have shopped three, maybe four times, this week and have bought something at every trip!

not only that, i told myself i would eat better but today i ate SO much crap--->croissant,milk tea,diddy riese,pink's hot dog with chili&cheese&bacon,soda, and UGH i just feel sooo gross.

i also told myself i'd study more and play less but i have been playing sooo much since thursday. it's like when i'm doing bad in school, i feel so far sunk that i feel hopeless and just play out my feelings.

the only thing i've been doing more that i said i would do, is practicing my guitar. i'm making sure to play everyday so that i can keep my callouses and transition from chords more easily. it's really fun playing when i can actually do it ahah

oh Lord, please grant me more discipline and encouragement to stick to my word!!!!



if you are reading this and you see me, or feel like texting me, remind me to put God first and to study :Op thanks! cheerio!