it's in God's hands

funny how it's so easy to stress over things but then after submitting it to prayer and when the event passes, one looks back and realizes God had it taken care of way before it entered one's mind. God's got it covered and with him behind your back, you've got absolutely NOTHING to worry about. :O)

and yet, we still worry. or at least i do. maybe it's just human nature [cause it comes so swift and naturally]. but i'm working on giving up my stress. or maybe i'm just mistaking my nervousness for worry. cause sometimes i really do let go but during the situation, i still get a little shaky and sweaty. strange.

switching subjects again, i'm excited for Epic to start this coming year. God always teaches me sooooo many things through Epic. He teaches me through leadership, through students, through planning, through evangelizing, and through inter-fellowship times :O]

I am even more excited that i am going to have my car FINALLY this year!! i am still super UBER thankful for my car. it truly is a BLESSING and i feel like i am living a dream [i never imagined i'd have a car, let alone be able to drive]. even in the summer it is extremely handy for meeting up with people and having hang outs. before, i'd always be stuck at home with no ride and nothing to do and i would ALWAYS miss out on events. sometimes i still have nothing to do but at least now i have a car! :O) thank you Lord!!

lastly, i miss taking pictures. i think it would be interesting to have a DSLR camera now. before, i didn't want one because it's so big, heavy, and hassle to carry around [can't fit in my purse!!]. but after seeing the quality of pictures it captures, it's AMAZING!! but i'm still happy with my small-convenient sized camera. i won't get it back until the end of August. for now, my phone will have to do :O]